Emotional Swings or is it the increased in Hormones?

I am facing a new stage of life, everything is different and new to me, I experience my first pregnancy, my first morning sickness, first prenatal scan, first time seeing another living thing inside me, sudden change in my body shape.... forced to put on weight... first quickening felt, feeling lethargic, getting heavier by the days. Every thing comes at a go and it's not easy for a human being that has live her life so carefree for past 20 over years to suddenly encounter all these in such a short period of time.

It is really strenuous on a person emotionally as she has to accept those changes without any alternatives and the sudden surge in her hormone levels make matters seems worst. I must add, being apart from the society and being drifted with friends add on to the pressure. Felt being abandon by society and surrounding people makes current situation more tacky.

Fortunately I have the most wonderful husband on earth to give me tender loving care, showering me with all his attentions, loving me deeper as the days go by. He has been so understanding and patient to me, even though it's hard to handle an emotional time bomb, I must praise that he score A+ for that!

He is the one that pays attention to me,
he is the one that holds my hands tight at all times,
he is the one that hugs and kisses me while taking the escalator,
he is the one that pulls out the chair for me,
he is the one that leaves all good food for me,
he is the one that walks under the rain but making sure that I am sheltered under an umbrella,
he is the one that uses his own body to shear off any people that might knocked onto me,
he is the one that brings me a glass of milk and fill up my water flask every night,
he is the one that tugs me to bed every night,
he is the one that makes me laugh when I am upset,
he is the one that will spent 90% of his income on me and only live on 10%,
he is the one that covers me with blanket in the middle of the night,
he is the one that will ask me How are you today, everyday,
he is the one that carries all my shopping bags,
he is the one that gives in to all my request, be it reasonable or unreasonable ones,
he is the one that praises me on the most minor things I have done,
he is the one that drives me out for lunch everyday without fail,

I can carry on and on and on.... I don't have a blog about him therefore even if I have to bore you with the above, I will still do so. We are together for about 8 years already, and I am proud to say that our love bonded stronger than before. I am very blessed to have him in my life, must have done good deed in the past life to deserve a man like him!

I am so looking forward to our baby!
I LOVE YOU!